To the Version of Me I Let Go

Dear me, You tried a lot . You really did it. Even when you had no energy left, and when nobody noticed. You did Even when you didn’t understand your own pain . I know you stayed in peoples too long. And you trusted too quickly. On those, you understood your owns. You Apologized when your were not in fault. But still… You kept believing that people would see your heart.your beautiful and brave heart. But today, I am letting you go. Neither with anger nor with shame. But with love, a lots of love. Because you helped in my survival. But I am not only surviving. I’m living, living a happy life. So, I hold your hands one last time and whisper: “Thank you , thank you so much for getting me here.” The new me? He is softer. He is Stronger. And he doesn’t carry the weight that wasn’t his. Goodbye, old me. You can rest now.